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Friday, April 23
If you know what i mean
Thinking how long it was since i last updated, i find that im kinda lost at what to write, or rather type. I guess i'm really bad at describing my day's events, or maybe there wasn't really much to start describing with. Hur
Sometimes i marvel at the meticulous way some of my friends can describe their day in such initmate detail, it's like being a worm in their stomach, if you know what i mean. I don't really remember all the details 'cos i'm such a 'living in the moment and forget everything later' type of person. So if someone goes, "Today, i met with monica at the fancy little gift store in front of the entrance of Taka, and she was wearing this sexy red tube top that shows her curves all at the right places. God i'm so horny!" I'll probably go, "Met monica today." OKay i wun forget the sexy red tube top but i prefer to keep it to myself, if you know what i mean. ;) (Ed's note: The above fore mentioned incident did not happened, it is only an example, so don't bug me)
Blogging really takes quite some effort, so i really do admire those that can blog day after day about their daily events. Sometimes they have so much stuff going on in their life, that you start to wonder what the hell are you doing with yours. If i was asked to write a post about my day, i would start to think real hard and go about writing like i would for my 'O' levels Egnglish compo. And then do a spell check followed by grammer. Guess either i'm a freak for english writing or i need to loosen up.
And then i'm reminded of a post made by a "soon you"(ack chinese) of mine which goes about how he can't really go into details what he thinks as he knows his blog are read by those of whom maybe he doesn't want them to. I can empathise with him as i had experienced it before with a post that was so expletive-filled that if it was censored, the sentences probably wun make sense. Well, i had this rage inside me that i didn't really cared what others think when they read my post, or even the person to whom it was directed to. It just felt fuck-ing good to let it all out, after that it was all cool. I felt relived and my anger subsided. wow this is a good therapy for anger management.
But the biggest reason why i tend to avoid going to a blogging style that includes my daily regime of eat shit and sleep is that i dun really think that people would care how many marks i got for my proteomics test or what was the colour of my shit today. Funny thing is the most blogs which i visited the most frequently were the ones that had this style, partly because i knew there's always something new to read. Even if people do express their interest in my life, frankly i would be too lazy to do it. Blogging just feels different for me now, just like a weekly soccer commentary for some fantasy soccer game i used to do. It was fun at first, but once the novelty wears off, it feels like a chore. Just like watching that girl in the red tube top. Hmm on second thoughts, it ain't a chore for me, if you know what i mean. ;)
4/23/2004 11:29:00 pm + + Kese + +
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